So the last update I posted about my weight loss journey I actually had been about a pound lighter than what the results showed today. That update I was 244.1 pounds and today I am 245.3 pounds. I don't check my weight every single day but honestly, lately, I have not had the time to go for walks at all unless I'm going shopping which is about once a week maybe.
So what I have been eating lately?, crap, junk food. At this time I'm trying to cheap out on eating since I honestly can't afford anything healthy and I have made Mac and Cheese for the past two days and I'm getting no exercise at all so I guess I'm not surprised that I gained over a pound recently. There will be a time very soon in the next few weeks that I'll be able to start walking again and maybe even start eating healthier as well.
As of today though I have lost about 85 pounds and that is the most weight I have ever lost before. I think the last time I lost a lot of weight I went from about just over 200 pounds and went down to 170 pounds. I guess my progress today makes that progress I had made back then laughable.
I will also admit I am the kind of person that likes to go in a direct, straight line and accomplish one thing at a time and this diet has been all over the place. I have been through a lot of ups and downs and these struggles make it quite difficult to stay motivated to eat only one meal a day. I guess when someone tries to lose over 100 pounds or more, there are going to be days that you want to give up, or at least take a long break.
During this whole weight loss journey of mine I also always think about the ones that I have known for many years that have been very obese and have not been able to lose a single pound. No offense to them I just think about that fact quite a bit. So anyways, I don't know when I'm going to start trying harder to lose weight again so it might be awhile before my next update on this blog, but you can subscribe for updates by clicking on the widgets on the right side of this blog. Or just bookmark the blog URL. Ciao.

